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i am receiving my mail at my parents address. i pick it up rather than having it change again. please send me your photos/newsletters! and not a combined thing with the parents... i'll never see it

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i found a place in san carlos! really relaxed owners. i heard about it from a coworker of mine. i told them i would like to move on nov 1.

waldo

i picked waldo up from santa barbara and drove up with him last thursday. he had disappeared when shelly tried to get him a couple of weeks ago. the whole drive up he sat at my feet. i tried to get him to move, but it was pointless. apparently he didn't mind the pedals. i put advantage on him as soon as we got back. it royal pissed him off and i was not allowed to touch him umtil the next morning.

i decided not to move across the bay on the 29th. i applied for a different place today. a really small place, but it will do.

2 more days...

until waldo arrives! i am so excited. will he remember me? i haven't seen him since march! will he remember miss kitty?

i went to the fair. all we did is ate and walked around. saw the pigs race and saw the hytomist again.

fair

the fair is in town! i am hoping to go tonight, but it depends on what time my nurse comes. he didnt come last week and my dressing needs to be change. i hope i get to the fair tonight. i don't go on any of the rides, but i like look at the displays. and the food.

next weekend my uncle and cousin will be visiting. shelly and patrick when to come also. hopefully they will bring waldo with them.

yay! my nurse just called and said he'll be here in 30min (1 hour for him).

update

i'm back. i still have difficulty typing, but it has improved. it all began about mid-march. well last summer actually. i had migraines constantly. i saw a doctor for them and was put on medication. they cleared up about the time i took off for colorado. i had the about once a month. then about every two weeks. i passed out a couple of times and had a migrain for a couple days. my heart hurt constantly. i head to the hospital. don't know how i made it - i took all day getting there. i could only stand for a few seconds at a time. i dump a bag of cat food and managed to drive down, across the parking lot, and sit down in the er. after resting, i managed to check myself in. i asked were i was going and was told icu. that was all i remember. apparently i called shelly a couple days later. she called the parents who in turn called me. i asked them to come out. they did, although don't remember. krystal stayed with me, dropping out of school. apparently i put my puppy face and beg her to stay. beg her to stay in my bed too - even offered to go to her bed, but i was told no. 6 weeks in icu and i only remember the last 2. those were long weeks.

the next 3 weeks were spent at ummm... i forgot the name. i did physical therepy and stuff. one night i fell while using the comode. krys tried to pull me up, but couldn't. two "nurses did and i looked at where i fallen and saw blood. my exact words "oh crap!" now I spent the night at emergency getting a scan rather than getting my sleep. i fell one other time, but i was in therepy so that was fun.

finally i was released to go back home. i since graduated from physical therepy. i have another two months on the ivs and then i hopefully quit. i am doing it myself now. i am working part time at work - filing and stuff. my speech is not good so i can't do customer service yet. i went to texas with the family over the 4th. i was good. i had seen laurie and bekah since laurie wedding several years ago.

i got an apartment today. it's across the bay - sucky. it's about an hour away. but the rent cheap. i move on the 29th.

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i'm home. for you don't - admitted to the hospital 9-10 weeks. can't type too - stroke. workin on it